Pehli baar Paris mein gaand marwayi-1

Hi, mera naam Mehak (original naam Mohit hai, kyunki by birth main ek ladka hu) hai, aur main ek gay crossdresser hu. Meri age 32 years hai. Height 5’7″ and rang gora hai. Main Punjab India ka rehne wala hu, aur kaafi time se france mein reh raha hu.

Main bachpan se hi ladies ki tarah sochta tha. Mera mann hamesha ladkiyon ki tarah rehne ko, kapde pehnne ko, makeup karne ko rehta tha. But main ek Rural family se hu, so waha aisi soch rakhna ek jurm hota hai. So main apni feelings ko andar hi andar chhupa ke rakhta.

Lekin fir bhi main chori-chori apni maa ke kapde pehanta. Unka makeup laga ke sheeshe mein dekhta. Unki panty aur bra pehanta. Mujhe bahut acha feel hota. Dil karta ki ek-dum se ladki ban jau. Lekin India mein reh ke iske aage nahi badh saka. Fir kismat khuli aur 22 years ki age mein main study karne Paris [france] aa gaya. Ye meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat turn tha.

Main azaad ho gaya, aur khoob saare ladies kapde liye, undergarments liye, makeup liya. Roz raat ko ghar aake main ek ladki ki zindagi jeeta. Ladki ki dress mein main apne aap ko dekhta rehta. Ab tak main akela rehta tha, so mujhe akela-pann feel hone laga. Sex karne ki aag mere andar out of control ho gayi. Lekin koi mil nahi raha tha mere type ka.